Almost

I’m fucking broken. And angry. I’m confused and I feel so utterly misunderstood... but one thing has become very clear... where we went wrong. We are all a bunch of liars. In relationships...  You can’t really tell the other person the truth until you are no longer afraid of losing them. You have to let... Continue Reading →

Voluntary Sacrifice

All the fighting, the passive aggressiveness, the mind games, the hard to get games, the blame games. I'm so exhausted by it. Underneath all of the melodrama is just fear. Fear of rejection, fear of facing ourselves. Fear of that deep, dark abyss. We're grabbling for control to try and prevent the inevitable. To avoid... Continue Reading →

Walking on Water

I've been doing this thing as soon as I wake up in the morning. I'll watch my thoughts as they come and go. I don't act on them, I don't judge them. I just watch the show. Occasionally, there is a space between the thoughts. An interruption in the stream. And sometimes I have visions... Continue Reading →

Through a Glass Darkly

Jennifer was my best friend for 30 years. Never did I even contemplate the idea that she might leave this plane first, never. The pain and grief I experienced during her illness and following her departure was the blackest, darkest, most horrible pain I have ever endured.

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