Almost

I’m fucking broken. And angry. I’m confused and I feel so utterly misunderstood... but one thing has become very clear... where we went wrong. We are all a bunch of liars. In relationships...  You can’t really tell the other person the truth until you are no longer afraid of losing them. You have to let... Continue Reading →

Find Some Other…

You were never this way, you say I made you this way It is me who is responsible for your words, your rage But you are a good person You love and respect women And now that you are done with me You’ll just find some other “Bitch” you say Some other Bitch you say  

Voluntary Sacrifice

All the fighting, the passive aggressiveness, the mind games, the hard to get games, the blame games. I'm so exhausted by it. Underneath all of the melodrama is just fear. Fear of rejection, fear of facing ourselves. Fear of that deep, dark abyss. We're grabbling for control to try and prevent the inevitable. To avoid... Continue Reading →

Walking on Water

I've been doing this thing as soon as I wake up in the morning. I'll watch my thoughts as they come and go. I don't act on them, I don't judge them. I just watch the show. Occasionally, there is a space between the thoughts. An interruption in the stream. And sometimes I have visions... Continue Reading →

“I’m Like Nostradamus”

Blah. Okay. I'm going to get personal because other than describing this experience, I don't know how else to communicate this arrogant tendency that high conflict people have of claiming they can predict your every move. We all have wounds, right? Of course we do. I've been in a decade long love affair that has... Continue Reading →

God Seeds

There was nothing to begin with, truly nothing that could be seen, heard, sensed, smelled or felt. There was no darkness, no light no grey in between for there was no in-between either. There were no colors, no contours, no visible forms whatsoever. There wasn’t you nor was there me, nor him over there, and still we... Continue Reading →

I Love You Until

“True invitations... which are invitations that you can always reject by kindly saying: “No, thank you.”, and there’s no punishment or retaliation of any kind for not having accepted. If there’s punishment, then it wasn’t a true invitation, it was hiding a request or a demand that brings distortion to the spirit of the potential... Continue Reading →

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