I’m fucking broken. And angry. I’m confused and I feel so utterly misunderstood... but one thing has become very clear... where we went wrong. We are all a bunch of liars. In relationships... You can’t really tell the other person the truth until you are no longer afraid of losing them. You have to let... Continue Reading →
All the fighting, the passive aggressiveness, the mind games, the hard to get games, the blame games. I'm so exhausted by it. Underneath all of the melodrama is just fear. Fear of rejection, fear of facing ourselves. Fear of that deep, dark abyss. We're grabbling for control to try and prevent the inevitable. To avoid... Continue Reading →
I've been doing this thing as soon as I wake up in the morning. I'll watch my thoughts as they come and go. I don't act on them, I don't judge them. I just watch the show. Occasionally, there is a space between the thoughts. An interruption in the stream. And sometimes I have visions... Continue Reading →
Blah. Okay. I'm going to get personal because other than describing this experience, I don't know how else to communicate this arrogant tendency that high conflict people have of claiming they can predict your every move. We all have wounds, right? Of course we do. I've been in a decade long love affair that has... Continue Reading →
...but the feeling's there, If you provide the words. These empty notes of this old song, can now become a verse.
Every morning at first light he greets her. Every night she is the last thing he sees below the glow of the moon. Together they weather every storm. Their branches do not touch but beneath the surface their roots have become entwined with time. No matter how much they grow in either direction, the depth... Continue Reading →
There was an explosion and the earth parted. You stood on one side, I was on the other. The distance between us was so great, for a while, we gave up and retreated to our respective sides of the world. Occasionally we would argue about who caused the explosion... why I was to blame,... Continue Reading →